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Prayers


I pray that our heavenly father may assuage the anguish of your bereavement and leave you only the cherished memory of the loved and lost. And the solemn pride that must be yours to have laid so costly a sacrifice upon the altar of freedom.

Yours Sincerely and Respectfully,

Abraham Lincoln




Xiaoqing Syafiq Jan Ganglin Hadi Meiting

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Tuesday, July 29, 2003

Mazda RX-7
Mazda RX-7 - With your gorgeous curves and sweet
rotary engine, you prove that beauty isn't only
skin deep. With 0-60 in 5 seconds flat and a
top speed of 168 mph, though, you may be going
by too fast for anyone to see.


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Not bad eh this car....sleek cool and neat, most importantly ITS FAST

Monday, July 28, 2003

yes...my class won the match again sg2 today, not bad ah, but the scoreline was 3-2...should have kept a clean sheet but o well, WE WON

sheeessh...nothing to add anymore, blog off now....

Sunday, July 27, 2003

.....wat a day man. nv ran so hard for such a long time already, my fitness really sux now. played a game against a vietnamese team, we lost 4-1, but we didnt had the chance to pull back cos the game had to be stopped halfway becos of bad weather......haha, feel so tired now, can't barely keep my eyes open and got alittle bit of headache cos of the rain....relax sia~

ok gonna more soccer tml, hahaha, i'm a soccer freak....but tml's game important sia, we have to beat sg2 to bring the glory back to sa5!!,err...although its onli a frenly game, but my class taking this veri importantly....gotta win, hope i still have to strength to carry on with the game tml.

~~listening to the theme song of the sitcom chemistry so nice and sweet, makes u feel like falling in love sia~ the lyrics are so simple, but so beautiful, this song is veri nice man.

o yup, guess everyone heard of the rjc girl committing suicide....guess it was quite foolish of the girl to have taken her life. and there was alot of questions yet unanswered, on why she killed herself, she hanged herself... god forgive her....some speculated that she was depressed bcos of her fren. and her fren also faces emotional problem. well, i think we should stop toking abt it and let her rest in peace. i mean, she's already dead no use ploughing into her life rite, since her life is already her past.... can't imagine how sad her family will be. can't really say i empathise with them, cos i nv been through it b4, but hope i'll nv have to go through it, bless my family...

u noe the notion of death has always been intriguing to me. wat happens when you're dead. do you close your eyes and feel as if you're gonna be asleep forever, or will be be in some place u nv been b4... o well~, guess i'll noe it when my time comes..haha.

Should I stay - Dreamz FM

Had a drive Driven by your love
But when you messed around I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed needed someone true
But you changed your mind or had I failed you?
Wished you've been careful with my heart
But you tore it apart and broke an angel's heart
I guess what's true has an end somewhow
But I am living proof of what love is about
It's hard holding you loving you losing you
It's sad to be true and be fooled by you
I don't know I wanna know Should I stay or should I go
You played me on, played me like a clown
But I feel for you, even though I'm down
My heart is heavy, heavy like a rock
But I am so amused you're still in my thoughts
What's done and I'll never feel the same
But we had some good times, guess it's sad just the same
I guess the truth doesn't matter somehow
But you were living proof, of what love is about











Friday, July 25, 2003

fun day? i had to forfeit today's street soccer for the sake of going out with my classmates hai~ big sacrifice, but o well, the guys still provided me with enough entertainment for the whole nite haha.

will be having gp mock morning tml morning and still up, i'm seriously not courting my own death. hope i dont sleep during the exam man.

ah...uploaded new pixs from yixuan's house, dunno why, can't stop staring at myself hhahahaha, okok i'm not some self-lover, but u noe...haha

ok, monday's gonna be time for my class to take our REVENGE, the class boy's had it all worked out, we're gonna take down 2sg2 and thrash them in soccer match, after the humiliating 3-2 defeat....not to say we must win them. but the fact that we could have won that day but lost is not justified, i can't wait for that titanic clash, as syafiq described it, to happen. exciting onli sia~

Thursday, July 24, 2003

haha, mr lee thean hoe is a damn farnie guy. today he forgot to zip up his pants la, imagine....the guys in the backrows were laffing away like crazy, although we reminded him to zip up, guess wat he said man, i'll zip it up later......HAHAHA. but i think after he exit the class he also forget abt it, dunno how many eyes have to rot after that.....

.....i had tuition jus now sia, i actually did 2 more exercise in advance for the next two lessons, so that i'll be free next week, but guess wat, he found out i did 2 and went through both of them la. bloody loser, now i have to do another one to prepare for the next lesson, do extra work!!!!!!

nowadays everybody is feeling so down, constantly bogged down by problems and stuffs like that....then they end up looking so sad and stressed and aiya they jus look bad. perhaps they should relax abit and take up a more positive outlook. taking a step back and not get too involved with the problems is probably much easier then constantly poring over it rite. i think we should jus let things happen to us and get over with it, holding on to things is make our lives horrible man. not to say that u should be apathetic abt things around u, but there are jus too many things in life to worry abt then these sad stuffs man, so stop trying to control everything and jus let go!!!

i noe its not easy, so take your time...

Wednesday, July 23, 2003

shit man....if u can see this u are so lucky, cos the fonts are suppose to be white but dunno why always turn out to be black to others......but think i'll jus blog on.

tuition was cancelled today, hahaha, shiok i was able to sleep frm 2 in the afternoon to 7 in the evening.. watched the holland v serial and had dinner..

Tuesday, July 22, 2003

gp test was today, it was a mugger formatt, and an open book formatt, but i still can't do well. all we need to do was to find the answers from the package, but seriously there are jus too many questions to answer within such a short period of time, so i left one and half pages blank when time's up.........hai~

my class played soccer against the 2sg2 class sia, and we lost 3-2. stupid and wasted was all that i can describe the game man, missed alot of chances from all the nicely set build up from my might class hahaha, but we jus can't seem to do the finishing touch to the goal. and alan was damn piss as a result, o well wat to do. anyway we were so much outnumbered but we still hold 90% of the possession, knocking and attacking at their door all the time. lucky for them la, if not would have been 6-2 to us already. WATEVER!

having a match on sunday at mt vernon, where the hell is mt. vernon! guess i'll ask my father fetch me there or tag along with some guys and go together. upa sia, the feeling of being able to play a match is so nice, can't wait for sunday to come.

the day has been good for me la, although its not the best, but should be thankful i get to spend it everyday.

Sunday, July 20, 2003

Your left brain has nothing right in it, and your right brain has nothing left in it.

If the world didn't suck, we would all be falling off into space.

The difference between dreams and accomplishments is purely desire.

What you see may not be true, because the truth is merely what your brain perceive it to be.

The more we pursue the truth, the more we discover that it is very much beyond belief.

The sentence below is true.
The sentence above is false.
hehehe

Saturday, July 19, 2003

went to nj funfair today. crowded onli sia. had alot of fun, saw bear bear and his gf, relax onli. his gf is quite fierce but i think she's sweet also. haha, okok dun worry bear, i'm not interested in her...

well~didnt do anything much at the funfair actually, went to hunted house and drank bear's stall's monster milo and cocktail.ooo ya and there was so many pretty girls around, tt's eye food man. realised i skipped lunch bcos of that hahahaha. stupid boy. aaron zhihao was also there, baoquan and edmund went too.

ah kiak also got attached recently, hmm....realise everyone getting attached...dun understand why either...can someone tell me?

guess love brings u into another world, brightens your world and changes your attitude towards life. perhaps this is one of the best rememdy and serves as an escape frm this screwed up world. and the problems involved in this kinda relationship keeps u occupied and prevents your mind frm thinking abt other things, so this is distraction, hahaha. but if your're not attached, NOT TO WORRY, cos there are other distractions in life to keep you frm thinking life.

oooo good comfort sia~

the feeling of life being a screwed up is coming back to me again, had this feeling every now and then, but it hasnt come to me for quite a long time already, thought that it had dissolved already, but now.......

everytime i try to do something and make something happen, it jus slips out of my hand. for a moment i had it all and everything is under control, the next thing i noe...the whole thing screws up, and wat can i do abt it....arghhh!

Looks to me the idea of carpe diem is falling apart..

You noe when pple say we're living in the world of peace and stability now. There's no World Wars, no Great Depressions. Well, our world wars are within us now, the great depression is now our life....we are now so much dependent on the society and the things around us, and we're raised by televisions which tells us we'll be out successful and rich, but wat happening is, we're slowly growing up and learning that we're not gonna be wats being said, and while slowly realising this fact, we're veri PISSED! Obsession with material possession is becoming so serious now that things we own are starting and already owning us.

WE'RE JUS MAGGOTS! WE'RE NOT BEAUTIFUL AND WE'RE NOT LIKE A UNIQUE SNOWFLAKE! WE'RE ALL THE SAME DECAYING ORGANIC MATTER!

wat am i toking abt. i guess i jus wanna type and type with no apparent reason. hai~....




Friday, July 18, 2003

the entry previously was nonsense, nothing to update actually so did some stupid things to pass off some time.

going to the nj funfair tml, go support the frenz over at nj, although its not gonna be as huge as acj's fun-o-rama, but ok la, how can nj compare with acjc in terms of this, hehehehe....

Linkin Park RULEZ man. Jus watched their mtv Somewhere I belong and Faint three times, getting high with their music sia, give u a sense of rebellion, woooo~..
shall go watch the mtv again, bloggoff now.

Faint~
I am
Little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
A handful of complaints
But I can't help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am
What I want you to want
What I want you to feel
But it's like
No matter what I do
I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that i'm not
But i'll be here
'Cause you're all I got

I am
A little bit insecure
A little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand
I do what I can
But sometimes I don't make sense
I am
What you never want to say
But i've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
For once just to hear me out
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that i'm not
But i'll be here
'Cause you're all I got

I can't feel
The way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
This damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

No
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now



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Thursday, July 17, 2003

Went for my third ns checkup, stupid cmpb so inefficient......waited for one and half hours for 10 mins of eye check onli.......have to go back bcos i have heavy myopic.

Nothing interesting to add now....end off with a song...

Drift Away~

Day after day I'm more confused
Yet I look for the light
Through the pourin' rain
You know that's a game that I hate to lose
And I'm feeling the strain
Ain't it a shame

Oh, give me the beat, boys, and free my soul
I want to get lost in your rock and roll
And drift away

Beginning to think that I'm wasting time
I don't understand the things I do
The world outside looks so unkind
Now I'm counting on you
To carry me through

Oh, give me the beat, boys, and free my soul
I want to get lost in your rock and roll
And drift away

And when my mind is free
You know a melody can move me
And when I'm feeling blue
The guitar's coming through to soothe me

Thanks for the joy that you're given me
I want you to know I believe in your song
Your rythm and rhyme and harmony
You've helped me along
Makin' me strong

Oh, give me the beat, boys, and free my soul
I want to get lost in your rock and roll
And drift away
Na, na, now won't ya
Won't ya take, oh ha ..take me




Tuesday, July 15, 2003

.......tuesday has been a long day, and had lots of econs lessons today. So tiring but wat to do, have to press on, and i had to try to stay awake for the last few lessons...still my FATIGUE got into me and i dozed off during the last two econs lessons....

O ya track and field's finals is tml, want to go so much and support hadi(not really), haha actually wanna go stare at girls, but lionel, daren, gang, jit and i going to go do gym. hai~, have to spend my afternoon with a grp of perverted boys... hehehe.

Prelims is in one months time, sux... WHY DOES ACJC WANNA SET THE PRELIMS SO EARLY!!! other colleges all setting their prelims after the sept holidays, but acj always te extra one...hai~. stress sia...especially econs, sux at econs.

The rj controversy is quite fun actually haha. my gp tutor is frm rj, and she gave me tons of inside info abt wats happening now. heard that the guy who filmed the whole video thingy is the son of the big shot of Hong leong finance...WOOO~~~, and she said tat under normal circumstances, any other students would definitely been expelled, haha but not for him, cos his father is exerting alot of pressure on rjc to keep his son in rj. O and keep a lookout for thursday's forum page, cos there is 150 letters abt rjc being sent to straits times, and they have decided to pick out the best, and publish it onto the forum, of course, the whole page is dedicated to it onli.haha. and abt the china guy who was being scolded, apparently he tried to be farnie while doing his asgn. it was like the teacher asked him to do an article review on CURRENT affairs, but the china guy went to straits times compilation, and took an article that's 10 YEARS OLD.......retarded loser, deserve to be scolded. and the teacher is also another mean old virgin. she's 57 yrs old this yr and NOT MARRIED, she's supposedly veri hard to work with, and she base her life and has an obsession with old values. and guess wat, among the four classes she took for gp, 2 of them HATES her....LOSER!~~~. she reminds me of lim kay yee though...in case u dunch noe, she's another f*** up teacher.....and happens to be my CT...my class now is damn screwed up......

Monday, July 14, 2003

Yup, i'm back again. Trying out this cool blog skin i jus downloaded.Hmmm...nice rite, i like stars.hahaha.

Alright then...Monday has really been slack, but i like it. Haha. Well today suppose to have Gp tuition but the hell to the tutor, keep on postponing and postponing, 4 times already, not irritating sia. Anyway she's an RJC teacher, so i reckon she's some attitude problematic freak, plus she's really fat......

OK shouldn't comment on other pple and put them down, but i jus have to, cos its me haha. Today's PE was shiok, played tennis and some basketball, and touched a bit of soccer.

Now to the main events of Monday, LIONEL AND HIS RENDEZVOUS! WOOO~~
i must really salute lionel man, he's jus the man. But he's getting alot of shit now, shan't tell the story here and published it to the whole world. Anyway, i think he's over-reacting also cos the situation is not that bad, and he's being disturbed by all the things we said to scare him, haha. Stupid boy. Anyway relax man, if anything's to happen, you're not gonna die, life still jus have to get on. Relax tension.

Wah lan eh, lana lang is damn freaking chio, and smallville jus rulez, great songs, great theme, great actors. And friends is farnie also, never fail to bring laughters hehe. Woo~ jus saw the preview of the next episode, its getting better and better. Can't wait. Alright nothing more to add...shall jus get lost.

Saturday, July 12, 2003

The time now is 1.26AM...dunno why i'm still up so early, couldn't get to sleep i guess.Hmm...listening to You make me wanna by Blue, so freaking nice, i like it so much. My saturday wasnt at all the best, but i felt tt i did quite alot of revision today......i bet this is gonna be the kinda life that's after soccer, no trainings, no team mates to spend time with and no shoutings from our coaches, especially from Christen Kuwe haha. Although he made soccer seemed so unfun, I STILL LOVE AND WILL NOT BE SHY TO PROFESS THAT I LOVE AND LOVE MY AC SOCCER TEAM.

Accessing my whole week....i felt that i'm playing more soccer then b4, hehehe, cool huh. Monday was youth day so didnt do anything. Tuesday was a long day and it was the one day in the week that i hate the most. BECAUSE THERE ARE THREE PERIODS OF ECONS, man how i hate econs. Wednesday was a veri short day, went home and played soccer at the street soccer court for a few hours, shiok man, i like the way it feels to kick the ball around, and the secondary school students, malays by the way, are really good at playing street soccer. Thursay...i love thursays cos i onli got 3 periods for the entire day, and the rest of it is free periods hahahaha. Went home after sch tt day and played more soccer. Actually got tuition, but the tutor cancelled it as usual. Friday is also another fav day of mine, cos can go home early and ITS THE END OF THE WEEK. YUp, went home again to play soccer at the street soccer court.

This is about the kinda life i've been spending since season ended. I miss my team alot, guess i had a major post season hangover, this feeling sux...it suxs right down, hate it.

Time now is 1.39AM, feeling sleepy already, but i think i'll go to sleep after finish listening to the song Angel by robbie williams.

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