guess what... NDP'05 and Sunset Bay's birthday falls on the same day. and there's gonna be a party at sunset bay to celebrate its 10th birthday...

guess what's more... some people actually say sunset bay's 10th birthday party is bigger then NDP'05 SINGAPORE'S 40TH BIRTHDAY BASH... OH COME ON!!!!!

totally disappointed in those scumbags. they actually have the cheek to say sunset bay gonna have a bigger party then NDP'05.... guess that's what comes out of that brainless woman who only seeks pleasure and fun...

GET IT IN YOUR PEA BRAINS PEOPLE, ALOT OF PEOPLE HAVE PUT IN ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF EFFORT EVER SINCE LAST YEAR AUGUST...

WE HAVE THE PRESIDENTS, MINISTERS, SAF, FIRMS AND COMPANIES WHO POURED IN HUGE SUMS OF MONEY, SCHOOLS, CONSTITUTION AND SINGAPOREANS INVOLVED IN THIS YEAR'S NDP... YOU CALL YOUR tiny-weeny-little party bigger then NDP'05...

WE HAVE SINGAPOREANS AS THE CROWD, WE HAVE THE BEST CREW FOR THE STAGE AND FIELD EFFECT, WE CLOSED ROADS JUS FOR NDP'05, WE HAVE HEARTLANDS CELEBRATIONS REACHING OUT TO EVERY CORNER OF SINGAPORE, WE HAVE THE WHOLE PADANG BOOKED JUS TO BECOME OUR DANCEFLOOR AT THE END OF THE SHOW, WE HAVE FIREWORKS TO HEIGHTEN THE ATMOSHERE. AND WE HAVE AIR-TIME COVERAGE TO BRING THE PARTY TO EVERY SINGLE TELEVISION IN SINGAPORE. WHAT THE HELL IS sunset bay's 10th birthday compared to NDP'05 SINGAPORE GOING THROUGH 40 YEARS OF AGE?

it is like a plankton compared to a WHALE. WAKE UP YOUR FREAKING PEA BRAIN IDEAS. FANCY GETTING EXCITED OVER A small party, WHEN THE REAL THING'S ROARING AWAY... sunset bay won't even STEAL A SINGLE PHOTON OF LIMELIGHT...

GET REAL.. ENOUGH SAID.

alright 2 more shows to go. one last preview and the NDP itself. the day itself. the one day that ends it all! D-DAY itself! H-HOUR itself!

GUYS AND GALS OUT THERE MUST WATCH THE NDP'05. my show's the ACT 1. the most colourful act... yup... must support must support.

today i'm here to scold myself. myself. myself. myself.

i strayed. strayed from my beliefs. i had the power and ability to help those dudes out, but i didn't. i chose to go back to the comforts of my house, while they suffer there. in another words i left them to die.

today's NE Show 1 was a blast. guess the kids enjoyed themselves. guess everyone enjoyed themselves too. ohhh well....

opps, been long since i've blogged...tt' because nothing major has happened. but of course something interesting have happened tt's i'm blogging now hahaha.

there's this topic that i want to explore tt is words vs. action

i've been involved in NDP ever since i was posted to 3 signal, but the earlier part was something to do with sponsorship of NDP, now its the coaching of secondary sch kids for the ACT 1 of the whole show. yeah sure the job isn't physically consuming, as compared to the work that my fellow counterparts are doing. my job an auxiliary instructor a.k.a, AI. my fellow counterparts job, essential services, a.k.a, SK. they basically take care of all the shit work involve. props, rubbish, water, ration.......blah blah blah blah...

the effective working hours of AI is 1200 - 2200. as for SK its 0800 - 0030. and the AI's and SK all come from the same company. which means we are colleagues and friends that shared a considerable amount of time together in camp.

in camp i see the AI's mixing around with the SK people like friends and buddies. they joke they talk they play. this may be a jovial and friendly situation to you, but if you compare it to the scene where late at night around 2230 everybodies shag and tired the AI do not lend a helping hand to SK. whilst people from SK are staying and slogging their freaking guts out until 0030 midnight, the AI's are probably back at home taking a shower, lying on bed, reading their books, surfing the net... is this wat friends that spend time with you will do, forsaking them others when they need you most.

i stay all the way through the night with the pple from SK, helped and sweated with them to move hundreds of props back to an area which has to be lighted up with car headlights. i took cab home every saturday night jus so i can suffer through thick with them. if i can do it, why can't the AI's do it....

anyway i'm an AI too.